2 Different Tears

Gave me two different tears after all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain, like sunshine and rain
So I hate you, so I love you
So I hate you, so I love you

I'm tryna figure out how to move on with my life without you by my side
Waking up with teary eyes, I can't do this no more, gotta erase you now

So I think of all the pain you've given me
Try to look at all the damage you've done to me
No matter how hard I try, I just can't figure out why
I keep thinking 'bout how sweet you used to be

Gave me two different tears after all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain, like sunshine and rain
So I hate you, but the love you gave me was so so good
So I love you, but the pain you gave me was so so bad

I'm crying over you still, what does this mean, do I still want you back in my life
After all these painful things you've done to me, why is it so hard to realize

So I think of all the pain you've given me
Try to look at all the damage you've done to me
But the harder that I fight, you come closer in my sight
And I'm thinking of how sweet it could have been, oh no

Gave me two different tears after all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain, like sunshine and rain
So I hate you, but the love you gave me was so so good
So I love you, but the pain you gave me was so so bad

Why do I still feel this way when I know there's nothing left to say
Should you leave, but I loved you in the first place, wanna erase you without a trace
Try to tell myself that I need to hate you with the pain that you put me through
But, ah, that's the reason why I still miss you, no matter how hard I try

Gave me two different tears after all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain, like sunshine and rain
So I hate you, but the love you gave me was so so good
So I love you, but the pain you gave me was so so bad

Gave me two different tears after all these years
Tears of joy, tears of pain, like sunshine and rain
So I hate you, but the love you gave me was so so good
So I love you, but the pain you gave me was so so bad